♥ Monday, October 08, 2007
I shouldn't love you, But I want to;
I just can't turn away, I shouldn't see you;
But I can't move, I can't look away;
And I don't know, How to be fine when I'm not;
Cause I don't know, How to make the feeling stop;
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me, And I can't help it;
I won't sit around, I can't let HER win now;
Thought you should know, I tried my best to let go of you;
But I don't want to, I just gotta say it all before I go;
It's getting hard to, Be around you;
There's so much I can't say, Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way.
This emptiness is killing me, I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long;
Looking back I realize, It was always there;
Just never spoken I'm waiting here, Been waiting here.
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Been working 8 day straight without off.
During these days, Certain things changes, for better or worst?
I cant figure it out.
I know i wasnt feeling good, Partly feeling sorry for my slut.
Another thing is, something i didnt wished to see, yet happened.
Working is tiring. Standing for 8 hours! Had BK for dinner.
Manager is Cute or rather, Extremely Cute.
ZAIYI PROMISED TO PROPOSE TO ME IF HE STRIKE TOTO 600K ! HAHAHAH!
Sorry, im day-dreaming, it's not as if im marrying his money right! LOL
I realised the more i want to know more about myself, the more i dont understand.
Humans are like that, arent they?
Just like i cant sort out my feelings right.
Friends, u noe what it means right.
A Day Ends Like It Never Exist.
Maybe I Cant Have An Exciting Love.
She blogged her story @ Monday, October 08, 2007
