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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Hmmm?

My mind seems to be in a complicated whirpool.

Some small issue caused some arugements again.
Probably im not in the mood yst, or , we will never quarrel.
This blog cant make me say everything i wanted to,
maybe i should set up another blog?
Or buy a book and a lock?

Anyway, im not happy right now.
That's the main concern isnt it?
I hate cold wars or arugements from anyone of you.

Nah, who can really confide my worries/troubles?
None can stand in my position,
So obviously, none can share with me.

Sometimes i really wonder,
Why humans are so hard to understand?
Dont you think that,
everytime when u think that you've know the person completely,
but when you are a step closer to him/her,
you'll find that acutally you dont understand him/her at all?
This happened to me most of the time.
Maybe because i had a poor eyesight?
or maybe weird sense of judgement?
No longer know what to believe anymore.
No longer the same old girl you guys used to know.

But, since i've alrdy make my choice,
neither will i regret nor give up.
Just hoping that, i will soon be cared, noticed.

Suddenly felt so alone.
If only, you were here with me.
(Prolly the person is thinking that im refering to someone else.
But, yes, that's you im refering to)

**

Still smiling,
SP & DB



She blogged her story @ Tuesday, December 02, 2008